Tak moi Drodzy, po trzecim lipca będę mógł powiedzieć baj baj baj Wyższej Szkole informatyki i Zarządzania w Rzeszowie. Zakładam bowiem, że zdam egzamin licencjacki na wcale niemała ocenę - tak szczerze, 4.0 i jest dobrze, szału nie ma :). Po prostu bez rewelacji, ale i żenady. Ważne, że podjąłem trudny temat w tych moich naukowych rozważaniach i napisałem to sam od A do Z, dając z siebie wiele. Bo ciągle liczę, że to co najlepsze przyjdzie mi dać jeszcze przede mną.
No, ale dość o tej całej egz aminowej otoczce, pogadajmy o WSIiZie. Szkole, która mnie stworzyła i w pewnym stopniu ukształtowała jako człowieka oraz, miejmy nadzieję, przyszłego dziennikarza ;). Dała mi możliwości, takie jak podjęcie praktyk w Radiu Rzeszów (te drugie załatwiłem sobie on my own), uczestniczenie w konkursach typu Marketplace, czy też zrobienie certyfikatów oraz wyjazdy (a z tych to jakoś nie chciałem korzystać). No i poznanie masy fantastycznych ludzi, których tu nie będę wymieniał, bo by długo zeszło (a nie chcę nikogo pominąć), a to nie jest encyklopedia, tylko blog.
Ale to jedna strona medalu.
Jest również druga, ciemniejsza. Teraz kiedy ochłonąłem i przeanalizowałem sobie te, o kurka, tak, 8 lat na WSIiZie (gimnazjum, liceum i studia) to muszę przyznać, że nigdy jeszcze nie spotkałem się z tak cynicznym sposobem wydzierania pieniędzy od ludzi. Czasem mam wrażenie, że niektóre osoby z uczelni, mogły być śmiało porównywane do Rune "Dolara" Holty, tarnowskiego żużlowca, który jak zwykli mawiać rzeszowscy kibice, co się na żużlu i satyrze znają, "ma dolary zamiast źrenic". I to jest ten największy, najpoważniejszy minus tej uczelni. Dlatego też, niech nie dziwi moja decyzja o tym, że wolę studiować w Psiej Wólce historie kształtowania się obrazu młotka w literaturze surinamskiej niż studia w jakiejkolwiek, nie wiadomo jak najlepszej uczelni. Ktoś zapyta- ale zwyciężyć za wszelką cenę chciałbyś? I owszem- odpowiem. Ale jeszcze jest takie coś jak satysfakcja z własnej drogi wyboru. Mam nadzieję, że za kilka lat, będę mógł powiedzieć: a widzicie, nie skończyłem jakiejś rewelacyjnej uczelni, a mimo to udało mi się odnieść sukces. Każdy człowiek jest kowalem własnego losu, a nie ukrywam, że amerykański motyw "self-made mana" jest mi bardzo, ale to bardzo bliski.
Mimo wszystko dziękuję uczelni za te kilka lat. Płakał po niej nie będę, ale choleryzował na nią za bardzo, też nie.
Notkę tę kończę zwrotem, który mam nadzieję, będę mógł powiedzieć do komisji egzaminacyjnej- "Oczekujcie nieoczekiwanego".
Runrig - In Scandinavia
I saw something in your eye
As the night came down in a Nordic sky
Walking in ways of summers past
Touching other lands
The wind filled sails
She stayed to make the moment last
Here we stand in Scandinavia
We stand, right now
Here we stand in Scandinavia
There's nothing new beneath the sun
We watched it rise
In morning skies of fire and wine
The boats that carried us
Young golden lives
Leaving on a rising tide
Here we stand in Scandinavia
We stand, right now
Here we stand in Scandinavia
We stand, right now
Hold my soul
Let it carry me
Here we stand in Scandinavia
We stand, right now
Jak śpiewalo U2, nothing changes on New Year's Day.
Powróce, jesli nie na tej stroie, to innej, ale wróce, bo nareszcie jest o czym pisać.
Good luck!
Eminem feat. Dido - Stan (chyba jedyny raperski kawałek, który znam na pamęć!)
Chorus: Dido
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..
[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got him
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot him
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan
{Chorus: Dido
[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fucking idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too
{Chorus: Dido
[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming*
Shut up bitch! I'm trying to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?
{Chorus: Dido
[Eminem]
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning dog,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!
Wliczaac dzień dzisiejszy jeszcze 10 dn i iwyrywam sięz tego nudnego jak ... miasta i ruszxam w inny, oby lepszy świat. No cóz, Margez będize mi CIe brakowało, i Pana Magistra Inżyniera też, dobrze, ze kontakt z Ludkami z 4LDD jest i będzie^^.
Joł joł joł
Jesteś orderem, jebiesz kozim serem?
Nie jestem orderem, nie jebię kozim serem
GG - Grochówka Gulasz :D